Not much going on the last few days, the exams are still there, they were okay, not my usual perfect but okay.... I have an oral exam in about 8 hours but I can't get myself out of bed to grab a book, I am bored and tired.
Things are calm in here, specially in my head... The usual rage and anger and complicated passionate feelings are withdrawing.... It feels like my head was inside a giant mixer with a thousand hand pushing the "ON" button, but one by one, they turned off the mixer to leave me at the bottom of it, still got some headache from the spinning but other than that, the silence is incredibly comforting... I need this time out to retain my "sanity", get back on track and hopefully gain back the weight I lost... I can say that I am happy, remembering things from the last year is not as painful as it was in the previous couple of months... I am glad I managed to cope with the changes around me, the changes in my head....
On another matter, my vacation should start by the 22nd of this month, I pretty much can't wait because this has been one hell of a school year... I will be a forth year med student, quite a change since I was that little cheerful energetic girl back at high school but it is expected, nothing stays the same, we are always changing...
A while ago I raised the subject with my parents, I will be working this summer, for a million reasons starting from not wanting to stay home sleeping all day and sitting on my laptop all night till I got some backache of a 90 year old man working in mining , to seeking a fraction of financial Independence...
So as I said, I talked to the old folks about it and my father immediately said that he wants me to work for him"he has an imp. & exp. company and another software, web designing one", I agreed because I know that he is in desperate need for an assistant and I happen to know most of what it takes, having worked for him before on part time bases.
I am not really comfortable with the situation, working for my father, specially when my younger brother will be training there too to prepare himself for entering the faculty of engineering and the whole business.
I still don't know how it is going to be, so I guess the only thing I have to do is to give it a try, a couple of weeks won't harm, to see how it will end up like... If it doesn't work out, good thing I already made it clear to them that I will leave and look for a job anywhere else for I won't accept wasting the whole summer doing something I am not satisfied with...
There is nothing else to do now, I'll just wait and see... But for now, I'd better get out of bed and go study for a while till I leave for the exam!
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3 comments:
Ahhh, the not-so-sweet time when you realize you have that it's a scary world out there and you need to break apart from the annoying need to cling to your parents for dependence.
I enjoy your writings, and I also enjoy the fact that your father has a software company, as you know I am looking for a job. but I guess I can keep this thought floating in the back of my mind until I become a little more of a pal... ;)
and btw, that reporter/egyptian post was v. funny, did you steal this from somewhere cuz i don't think it's real, mish kida wala 2eeh ya 2utta?
well, it's more of them clinging to me :P the idea of me working out there freeks them out specially coz they think I don't need it! Anyway, it is all set now, I made up my mind and I am willing to fight for it :)
So, if they don't kick me out of the house maybe we'll get you a job :P
hehehe, the repeoter thing is not true of course, got the idea from a circulating mail and played with it a little bit!
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