Beautiful day!

so basically, you wake up in the morning, or afternoon, expecting today to be like every other day, you stay in bed with your eyes closed and start listening...... no noises, no one is fighting now, all is good, ummm this must be a great start for the day. you think for a while and decide that today is going to be one of those great great days everyone has every now and then...

So you open your eyes and decide to get out of your bed... you walk to the kitchen, turn on the coffee machine... leave for the bathroom "to do your thing"... go to the kitchen again, pour yourself some black coffee with a spoon and a half of sugar.... you take your mug and go to the living room.......

sit on the couch in front of the TV, hold the remote control and turn it on, switch channels till you get to one of the news channels... SO, considering that this day had a nice start, what is great on the news today??! it is still 2:34 so you have to read the news bar... the sports bar is on... you are waiting for politics while crossing your fingers and wishing to find something that is going to make you happppppyyyy.... maybe the whole occupation of Iraq was one looooong bad dream, that you actually have decent political parties in Egypt, that there is no destruction or war or terror in any place across the globe..... prepare yourself.... the sports bar is at its end............................................................ heck, it's the economy bar now..... Ok Ok no harm done, take a deep breath, watch whatever is on the broadcast at this time till you get your bar.... so let's see, it's a documentary about WW2, not exactly a cheerful thing but hey, who are we to repel our history, it's the wise ones who learn from their history *crap*..... well, you can't do anything else, you have to wait, just drink your coffee, it will calm you down.. take a sip, *ouch* that was HOT, you can't feel your tongue...aaaaaaaahhhh!!!
it is still okay, just run to the kitchen to drink some cold water.... you run to the kitchen to find out that your stupid siblings didn't leave any cold water in the fridge.... CALM FUCKIN DOWN!! just open the freezer and get some ice cubes... heck, your mother isn't keeping any.... heck, heck , heck....... just flush some fuckin water on your stinging tongue and lets get done with it............. finally, some comfort for your poor tongue.

Just go back to your TV.......

GRRRRRHHHHHHH!! YOU MISSED THE BAR !!


sit down please, make yourself comfortable and wait again, don't let some accidents ruin the mood .... you reach with your hand for your coffee just to remember that you can't drink it anymore...... I know, I know, just CALM DOWN!!

here it goes, you finally get your news, see, the waiting wasn't that bad after all...

Cmon, show me the miracle is have been waiting for......

mutual attacks in Lebanon between the army and this armed force with weapons as they say from Syria and support from Palestine!! I don't think this is the miracle I am waiting for.... maybe they put it second.... Israel attacks Gaza stripe again and "..." dead..... nope, that's not it.... some more car bombing in Iraq and over 20 dead....... Ayman Nour is still in jail and they wouldn't allow any required medical care for him.......................................... so on and on and on you are searching for your miracle but you can't find it....
well, what did you expect, the world is not wonderland, things are not solved that easy.

Okay, I'll just leave the world to deal with its problems and mind my own business today, I don't need no more depression, so no more news today, I'll stick to friends and according to Jim!!!





So you go to your room thinking it still can be a nice day on the personal level, who am I to connect the world misery to my personal being, stop this hippy stuff and me and the world are one shit. Get real and don't give a fuck!! This is YOUR day and no one will ruin it for you!!


turn on your laptop, check your mail, search for the e-mail that tells you "you won the lottery" and this time it may be for real!! nah, all crap.... reply to the personal stuff you got , no harm of accepting some new friends on FaceBook or hi5..... check if there are any new stuff on the blogs you usually read.... just hang in the cyber space and try to observe whatever is around you........ Usually, you read the news on the web, whether it is on Yahoo news or the Onion"you get a daily dispatch" or any other news agency that you will come across while you are hanging "there".... A A AAAAA, remember, no news for today, unless you would like to read about Paris Hilton going to jail... hehehe, that alone should make your day :D ........ hold it right there, they cut her sentence into half.... she is going for 22 days instead of 45 ................ FUUUUUUUCK!!
talk JUSTICE... I bet if it was me driving with this shit in my blood, they would have probably hung me in a public square......

Just forget it, it's always been like this and always will be!

look at the bright side, at least you haven't got any bad news yet, none of your friends is dead, in hospital nor in jail... you should be grateful!!

maybe the day is starting to get back on track, put on "it's a beautiful day" for lighthouse family, wear that big smile on your face and rock on!!

Suddenly, you hear that alarm in your head..... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeea!!! your MOM is heeeere.
keep on smiling, hey mom, how are you today??! she gives you this suspicious look that she always have on her face when it comes to you...

I am okay..... why don't you ever clean your room??! I would really love to remember the last time I walked into it and found something in place!! why are you always messy??! what are you doing sitting on your laptop now??! who are you talking to??! what are you doing??! kjhfiusgfjsbfjhsgskjhs??! dsfhushfiushfjgfiufg!!!!! sdfkhsufyihrjshfiusdf?!! hdfiu sfhkjshfi ushfsf??!!! hdfhsfhsjfhsiudfhskj!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! 3ADMAAAAAAAA!! "this word 3adma which means bone has a very nice story, remind me to tell it later, it is a phrase that we use in response to any bad thing that we face in our daily lives... I have to acknowledge my best friend Mino for coming up with it".


turn off this god damned song, you need some peace...... it's quiet again after she left, she had to give you this morning potion or else you won't be in your full mental health......

just leave your laptop and go to your desk, get your books and start studying.
Now that has another looooong story, maybe I'll talk about it later but right now, I have to go mourn and weep about the beginning of my beautiful day....